I'm BACK!

2011-06-18T04:51:00.000-07:00

It's been so long since I've blogged! I'd have to say, being back actually feels good. Now that I have finished my undergrad, I know I will die without something to write about... perhaps. I wish I had continued to blog during my college years so I could read back about how horrible school is and how much torture I was going through and laugh at how naive I was to think such things.

Before I started this entry, I was contemplating on what to start my new blog off with. I thought I'd come back with a bang and write a novel... but it's 5:18 am on a Saturday morning and I haven't slept yet... Inspiration is running a bit dry right now and I'm still not sure how I want this blog to turn out like.

Anyway, I'd have to say I'm not completely content with how life is like right now. Not a pleasing thing to say, but it's the honest truth. Therefore, perhaps it wouldn't be so bad to start the blog off with some goals...

Goals - some to be achieved sooner and some later

1) GET A JOB! - This must be priority. Shopping urges without money is NOT fun. Plus, bills are stacking and I am running out of options. I wish it were easy but it's not. Being picky about what job to do isn't helpful either. I am so hopeful to find a job that brings out passion but time is running short.

2) LOSE WEIGHT - Sad to say but I have no motivation for this whatsoever. I lost 20 pounds, for me to just gain it all back again. I know I can do it. I just need to really want it. Thinking about buying new clothes will definitely do the job. Or, at least I think so.

3) START READING AGAIN - I've spent the past 8 years reading textbooks and assigned books. Although I've grown to love textbooks, I think it's time I take advantage of this freedom and read things voluntarily :) Going to Goodwill and picking up a bunch of books should motivate me with this one. (Here goes an excuse for my shopping addiction)

4) COOK MORE - Since I've been in school, I've neglected this specific part of my love for food. I've spent hours hidden away in my bedroom reading and have relied on either easy food or someone else to cook for me. No more packaged ramen please! I know I will probably be married and have kids sometime in the near future (maybe?) and cooking ramen for them is going to reward me with a slap in the face :)

5) CHANGE MY SLEEP SCHEDULE - Seriously, it's almost 6 and I'm still up. Although I love how it feels I have the whole world to myself when i stay up all morning, I would love to be somewhat normal with my sleep. I wouldn't mind waking up at 6 am each day, brewing myself a cup or two or three of coffee, turning on the news, and having my whole day ahead of me... sigh...FML

Such is life

I'm BACK!